Crack of a new age
And I am older than I have ever been, a little bit more weathered down too. Had a good look in the mirror today, something I haven’t done for awhile. Those shadows must cease haunting my eyes. It’s like there’s a cloud over my eyes, dimming them.
Sometimes I feel.. Strange. Like I’ve been placed in a situation I’m not familiar with. Not that I’m complaining, so this is the end of that.
I just realized that didn’t make much sense. I guess I’ve become quite good at keeping my thoughts to myself. And not spewing them across this page in the manner of firing bullets from guns. I hardly write here anymore, when I used to so often. For awhile this page was all I looked forward to at the end of a day, somewhere to unload, to splay my issues out in gory detail and dissect them for the world to see. Now.. I seem to have lost my fighting spirit, or just gained a more accepting one. It’s a good thing though, i was so emotionally and mentally unhealthy before.
I guess even the hardest habits wear off, somehow. One way or another.
